from hope of life to life

every one's got their good days and their bad days and its normal i guess, happens to everyone..
i on the other hand, hehe, tend to have my good weeks and my bad weeks, days arent really an issue unless its one of those weeks, you know.
the point im getin at is that as you can see from my previous entry i was straddling the fence in regards to life and existence, reality and my reality, and for you who have so willingly invested your time in reading this piece of my inner sanity- if during that time i offended or pushed away or anything like that, i just wanna take this opportunity to apologize for my ignorance towards you, or your life ,i ask that you will forgive me and in time come to trust me again and also know to please oh please give me space when i ask for it, i hate to insist.

on a happier note you could say, one day, some time ago, i woke up on the right side of my bed (in my reasoning i actually flipped my bed around so that my right side would now always be my left).

since then little events have been coming up that i guess are encouraging me to continue moving up in my life's totem pole, i assure the bottom's not a nice place to be.
it all started with moving churches. something that had been on my mind for months was finally coming to pass, it was hard to leave.
the transition was smooth, however, somehow i always knew i'd be moving the question was when- i took the time to attend this new church every so often meet new people, make friends, contacts, get a task, the whole shebang.

since the official move to life, i re-arranged my sleeping quarters. changed the way i hear things, the way i see things (im talking about my sound system and now DUAL SCREEN :)) and im making use of the tools and knowledge i have one of which led me to meeting the funniest bloke out of the west mr. Cano, soon after meeting him i found $50!! steelers won the 43, kez returned, list goes on.. , so many things have been happening like i even got a job and and stuff [that i was predestined for] and yea its just been an awesome past 3 weeks. and i wanna say none of it is my doing, none of it is deserved, i thank God for what he's doing in my life and thank all of you who put up with me through this roller coaster i call life haha.
















may you be excellent, dude & party on.. til my next entry.
-Shmavo